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Loving a Pedophile
I haven’t had a television since Memorial Day. I got rid of my old Sony, and haven’t gotten around to getting a flat-screen replacement. Last night I knew the Sandusky verdict was imminent. It had to be. The man was guilty, … Continue reading
Posted in Abusive Relationships, Incest, Marriage, Sexual Abuse
Tagged Abusive Relationships, Domestic Abuse, Incest, Marriage, mental-health, Sandusky, Sexual Abuse
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The Power of Vodka
I’ve been on antidepressants and back in therapy for a little over four months. It’s difficult to remember how tired and apathetic I was. How disinterested. But slowly over the past four months, I’ve begun to emerge from the pit I … Continue reading
Posted in Abilify, Abusive Relationships, Alcoholism, Antidepressants, Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Deplin, Depression, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Wellbutrin
Tagged Abusive Relationships, Alcoholism, Antidepressants, Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Incest, Manipulation, Marriage, mental-health, Sexual Abuse, women
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Tomorrow
Tomorrow is my brother’s memorial. I’ll leave at 6:45 a.m. to make it in time for the 10:00 a.m. service. By 11:00 a.m. it will be over. Hopefully my brother-in-law won’t show. If he does, I shall ignore him. If … Continue reading
Posted in Blogging, Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Sexual Abuse
Tagged Blogging, Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Incest, Sexual Abuse
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Italian for Beginners
This weekend I was scheduled to go to my firm partnership retreat. Hundreds of lawyers bonding and on their best behavior. I’m actually sorry I’ll be missing it. Evidence of a sick mind, if ever there was. Instead, I’ll be traveling to … Continue reading
Posted in Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Grief, Grieving, Sexual Abuse, Travel
Tagged Death and Grief, Death of a sibling, Grief, Grieving, Incest, ipad, Sexual Abuse, Travel, vacation
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What’s Eating Me
I have been incommunicado this week. With myself, and with you. I watched teevee three nights out of five. Damn it! And I went out with my friends and drank wine the other two. Then again, I drank a couple … Continue reading
Sexual Abuse & Sandusky
I keep reading in the news about Sandusky and the showers. I listened to his interview, and was appalled that I felt pity for him. I’ve been scouring the news for any updates about what he did. For news of … Continue reading
