I received an email from Mack the other day telling me he’d sent me the final payment. But instead of just telling me he’d sent the final payment, he continued with a long drawn-out emotional message about various and sundry things; things I don’t feel compelled to spend typing strokes on here. He did say we have no need to contact one another again. Ever. So I guess that means he’ll stop trying to hook me with emotional emails. Oh wait. Maybe not. What was the next thing in my inbox? You got it: another email from Mack. This one included a song he recorded. Apparently about me. I’m not sure though, because I didn’t listen to it.
So how did this final spate of emails make me feel?
I didn’t feel sad. I didn’t feel angry. I didn’t feel regret. I did feel a slight bit of irritation, but not enough to color my day. And I felt relief.
Dare I say it?
Didn’t I tell you a few months back that the day would come when all you feel is “nothing”..that sweet, blessed open air space of nothing. 🙂
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Nothing never felt sweeter. 🙂
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Yay for freedom! I smiled so much when I read this. There may be relapses along the way but I’m seriously impressed at your strength in not listening to that music file :~)
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Thanks, Phoenix. Funny thing; it didn’t even take strength. That’s when I knew I’m truly free.
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And now I’ve deleted the music file from my system without listening.
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I’m awe of you :~) truly.
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“I’m IN awe of you” – stoopid phone!
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I’m a little surprised it was so easy, myself. 🙂
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Good for your! I am exactly where you are. Tomorrow will hopefully be the last time I see Ex to finalize a business deal. I cannot wait to just get it over with and be totally free of him!
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Thanks, Star. I hope your final parting went well. Here’s to freedom from exes! 🙂
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Sitting here waiting for his call so I can meet him. I will be posting later tonight about it! I do feel free and can’t wait to just get these details done and over with! and move on to the next one!! lol
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Free is amazing! So happy for you!
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Thank you! It took time, but I made it!
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